It was locked away in a password protected folder, and was used only to see how my page looked outside of my Ip Range, I am more than willing to delete it, and never have it again, But I can't login
A suspended account is completely locked from access.
I'll escalate and let a higher ranked administrator check this. However since the TOS clearly states no proxies it is likele that they will not unsuspend.
TOS said:
Proxies: We do not allow any kind of proxies to be used on our servers, for any reason.